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When Love Isn’t Soft: The Allure of the Boy Who Never Got to Be One

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Sunday, April 27, 2025


Some stories aren’t about fairytales.

They’re about fire. Burn scars. And how two broken people can still find warmth in the wreckage.


Alwin isn’t your typical romantic lead. He’s cold, calculated, and always one step away from walking off the edge. But that’s what makes him unforgettable. Not because he’s heartless—but because we know, deep down, his heart was stolen from him long ago.


He was just a boy when his mother looked him in the eyes and said:

“You have to be the best. That’s the only way.”


Not safe.

Not happy.

Not loved.

Just—“the best.”


He didn’t get a childhood. He got expectations.

He didn’t get lullabies. He got training camps.

And now, as a man, he wears silence like armor and indifference like a second skin.


So when his ex—beautiful, manipulative, conveniently “in love” again—tried to slither back into his life, he didn’t flinch.

“You’re just bored,” he said.


And then there’s Arya. The girl who poked at his chest like it was hers, smirked through his walls, and never once asked him to be better—just real.


Their relationship?

It’s not soft. It’s not clean.

It’s mutual chaos. Emotional bartering. A dance on the edge of destruction.


Arya doesn’t fall in love with Alwin.

She wrestles him into it.


She doesn’t ask him to open up.

She just stands still long enough for him to want to.


And maybe, just maybe—that’s the kind of love that lasts.


Because when he zones out—triggered by old memories of a boy left behind—Arya doesn’t run.

She touches his shoulder.

She grounds him.

She brings him back.


So no, this isn’t a story about finding “the one.”


It’s about finding the person who sees your broken parts—and says,

“I’ll stay anyway.”



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He was done playing along.

on
Saturday, April 26, 2025



When silence says everything—and lies unravel the truth.


Arya didn’t expect it to feel like this.


Not the stillness.

Not the ache.

And definitely not the way the morning sunlight made Alwin look like he belonged to a world she couldn’t touch.


They’d slept together.

But this wasn’t closeness.


This was the kind of quiet that felt final.


No words. No promises. Just a shared bench in the park and the weight of something unspoken between them.


Then came the car.

Ranti’s car.

And Alwin—always too quick to run—didn’t even say goodbye. He walked away like the night they shared meant nothing.


But Arya?

She couldn’t let it end like that. Not with a lie still festering in her chest.


So she told the truth.


She told Ranti that Alwin’s heart had stopped—literally.

That he had collapsed. That she’d revived him. That she’d lied to protect her, to protect him.


And Ranti cried like she cared. Like it broke her.


But inside the car, Alwin watched those tears and felt nothing but rage.


Because he knew those tears. Knew the way she used them—weaponized them.


“This woman is a snake.”


To her, he wasn’t a son.

He was an accessory. A project. A broken thing to polish and show off over dinner.


Let her pretend, he thought. Let her perform.

He was done playing along.



This isn’t a love story.

It’s a story about people breaking quietly.

And the ones who still dare to care.


Read the next chapter of The Dating Club Book 2!


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He Tasted Like Trust!

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Friday, April 25, 2025

He tasted like trust.

And she used that trust to drug him.


It wasn’t the act that shocked her—it was how easy it was.


How easy it was to part his lips.

To cradle his head like something precious.

To whisper, “I love you,” before pouring the meds into his mouth through a kiss.


A kiss he didn’t ask for.


He didn’t even flinch at first—just let her do it. Half-conscious, fully vulnerable.


She could’ve done anything to him in that moment.

And maybe that’s what scared her most: how badly she wanted to.


Because loving Alwin didn’t make Arya gentle.


It made her reckless.

Possessive.

Addicted.


To the way his lashes fluttered.

To the warmth of his breath against her lips.

To the power of being the only one who could take care of him this intimately.


She locked him in.


She jogged like nothing happened.


And when she came back? He was on the floor with a cigarette between his lips, looking like sin wrapped in smoke.


“You drugged me,” he said without saying it.


And Arya just smiled.


Because no one ever said love had to be soft.


Sometimes, it’s a power play.

Sometimes, it’s a game.

And sometimes?


It’s swallowing your meds from the mouth of the woman who might just break you… in all the right ways.



Welcome to their chaos.

This isn’t love.

This is war.


And she’s winning.




Read the full chapter of The Dating Club Book 3 now.

Come for the heat. Stay for the heartbreak.


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“He Flatlined. She Screamed. And the World Stopped Breathing.”

on
Wednesday, April 23, 2025

The acrid scent of gunpowder still lingered in the air.

The sound of the defibrillator was deafening.

And somewhere between life and death… Alwin’s heart stopped.


This wasn’t supposed to happen—not to him. Not like this.


The medical team worked fast, hands steady but hearts pounding. Time was slipping through their fingers like sand, and with every shock, every command, the room trembled with desperation.


Then came the scream that shattered the silence.


“ALWIN! WAKE UP, YOU BASTARD!”


Arya wasn’t crying. She was commanding. Demanding he return from the edge of the abyss.

Because she couldn’t lose him. Not when everything between them had been left unsaid, undone, unfinished.


And somehow… he heard her.


Gasping. Screaming. Fighting.

Through the agony, through the pain, he clawed his way back. Not for himself.

For her.


“Don’t you dare leave me,” she whispered, gripping his broken body like a lifeline.


But the danger wasn’t over. Bloodied and broken, Alwin whispered the truth that nearly destroyed her:


“There’s no way out for the two of us. Leave me here. I’m already gone.”


Her reply?

“No. I’m not leaving you. Never.”


Because this story isn’t about easy love. It’s about survival. It’s about two people who will defy death, fate, and their enemies just to stay together.


If you’re looking for a romance that rips your heart out and makes it beat harder…

If you crave emotional tension, high-stakes action, and raw, soul-shattering devotion…


This is the story you’ve been waiting for.


Married To My Killer

Coming soon.

Because love shouldn’t just survive—it should fight.


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