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5. The Dating Club by Dannesya

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Wednesday, January 1, 2025

Alwin could feel the needle piercing his skin, the cold liquid spreading through his bloodstream like an icy tide. His adrenaline-fueled body gradually began to weaken. His consciousness flickered, but he clung to it, desperately holding on to the last vestiges of his strength.


"Damn it," he muttered in a hoarse voice, his eyes half-closed as the sedative started to take effect.


The nurses tightened the restraints once more, ensuring there was no chance for him to fight back. The nylon straps bit into his skin, leaving raw red marks on his wrists and ankles, the pain a persistent sting that kept him tethered to reality.


The relentless sound of crying echoed through the sterile room, the shrill, piercing wails filling the air. To Alwin, it felt like thousands of needles pricking his eardrums, seeping into his brain and gnawing away at his sanity.


"Ah, just shut up!" he thought furiously, his jaw clenching tight to contain the fury that threatened to erupt.


Turning his head, he caught sight of her—his mother—standing at the bathroom doorway. She was sobbing hysterically, her eyes swollen and red, her face etched with lines of panic and dread. But for Alwin, the sight didn’t stir any sympathy. Instead, it only kindled a deep, crawling disgust within him.


He had always hated tears. Especially hers—tears he considered fake, overly dramatic, and utterly revolting.


The gurney he was strapped to started moving, its wheels clattering noisily against the hard floor. Two nurses at the front pushed hastily, while another stayed behind to keep the gurney steady as it rolled forward.


It was already late at night. The chill of the evening air struck him as they crossed the threshold. Outside, an ambulance waited, its siren blaring and lights flashing in a monotonous rhythm. The nurses lifted the gurney and slid it into the back of the ambulance.


The doors slammed shut with a heavy thud, echoing through Alwin’s fading consciousness. There was no escape, not tonight, not here.


"Stupid bitch," he cursed inwardly, just before the last sliver of his awareness slipped away, plunging him into the darkness.


*


Unexpectedly, the woman who claimed to be Alwin's mother was waiting in the hospital lobby. Arya introduced herself and was greeted with a weary, melancholic smile from Ranti.


"What happened on the rooftop... I just wanted to say thank you," Ranti began softly.


"Thank you? For what, Ma'am?"


"Don't lie to me. I know what Alwin is like. You must've tried to stop him, didn’t you?" 


Arya froze, unable to hide her surprise.


"He’ll do whatever he wants without caring about anyone else's feelings. He’s always been like that," Ranti continued, wrapping her arms around herself. The cream-colored knitted cardigan she wore made her pale face appear almost ethereal, even without makeup.





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Meanwhile, Arya found herself momentarily distracted, admiring the woman's striking beauty. *Oh, so that's where Alwin gets his superhuman DNA,* Arya thought wryly.


"But after waking up from the coma, he changed," Ranti went on, her voice tinged with exhaustion. "From someone obsessed with having it all to someone determined to end it all. But one thing stayed the same—he’s always been a monster since the day he was born."


Her words hung heavily in the air as they walked down the long hospital corridor toward Alwin’s room. The silence between them grew, thick and suffocating.


"Once he's stable," Ranti finally said, her voice cold and resolute, "Alwin will be transferred to a psychiatric institution for further treatment."


"No, don't," Arya interrupted, her voice unexpectedly firm after the long silence. "I may not have known Alwin for long, but I can tell he’s not a monster. If you trust me, give me one month. I promise I can make a difference."


"A month?" Ranti stared at Arya in disbelief. She had spent her entire life trying, and failing, to change Alwin. Yet here was this young woman, asking for just one month. The shock was evident in her eyes.


Arya nodded with quiet determination. "One month. And if within that time Alwin acts out again, you can go ahead with your plan."


Ranti’s eyes narrowed, doubt flickering behind them, but she couldn't deny the fire in Arya’s gaze.


"A month?" she repeated, her voice barely a whisper, as if testing the weight of that word. She had spent years battling Alwin’s darkness, and now this stranger thought she could change him in mere weeks.


"Yes," Arya confirmed with a steady voice. "Just one month. And if he relapses, I won’t stand in your way."


Ranti studied Arya's face carefully, searching for any signs of hesitation. "Are you sure you can handle this?" she asked, her voice softer, almost pleading.


Arya nodded once more, her eyes unwavering. "I'm sure. Just give me this chance, Ma'am. I’ll do my best." 


For the first time in years, Ranti felt something flicker within her—a tiny ember of hope.


*


Alwin’s eyes narrowed, his muscles tensing against the nylon straps that held him down.


“If I’m not a monster, then who the hell do you think I am?” Alwin challenged, leaning forward as much as the restraints would allow. He glared at Arya, who stood with her arms crossed, her posture firm and unyielding.


They were almost eye-to-eye, despite Alwin’s height of 190 cm as a former swimmer. Arya, at around 186 cm, had a solid, athletic build that contrasted sharply with Alwin's gaunt frame — weakened by two years in a coma. His once-muscular body had shriveled, leaving behind nothing but a shadow of his former strength.


A flicker of frustration crossed Alwin’s face when he tried to move again, only to be stopped by the tightening straps that bound his wrists to the cold metal rails of the hospital bed. “Fuck,” he spat, jerking uselessly against his restraints.


Arya watched him with an expression of detached amusement, unmoved by the hostility emanating from Alwin. She leaned closer, closing the distance between them until their faces were mere millimeters apart.


“You’re not a monster, Alwin,” she said softly, her voice like a whisper against his skin. “You’re a sociopath. And trust me, that’s far worse. Poor monsters—they’re getting a bad name just by being compared to you.”


Alwin’s lips curled into a derisive grin. He tilted his head, letting out a low, mocking laugh. It was then that Arya noticed something peculiar—two sharp canines, slightly elongated, glinting among his otherwise perfect teeth.


A sudden, unexpected heat surged through Arya’s veins. Her thoughts became a whirlwind of primal desire. An image flashed in her mind—her ripping out the cords attached to Alwin’s chest, tearing off his hospital gown, and devouring his chapped lips with reckless abandon.


What would it feel like?


The thought clawed at her, desperate to break free. For a moment, Arya was no longer standing in that sterile hospital room; she was lost in a fever dream of raw, unrestrained passion. 


“Hey!” Alwin’s voice broke through her reverie, the sharpness of his tone slicing through the haze. “HEY!” he shouted again, louder this time, yanking her back to reality.


Arya blinked, her cheeks flushing as she struggled to regain her composure. She inhaled deeply, clearing the fog clouding her mind. She needed to stay focused. The mission had to be accomplished—her plans were too important to be sidetracked by... whatever that had just been.


“Where the hell did your mind wander off to?” Alwin sneered, his eyes narrowing. “Seriously, daydreaming in the middle of a conversation?”


Closing her eyes for a second, Arya straightened up, her expression hardening once more. “Yeah, anyway... once you're deemed stable, you’re getting transferred to a mental institution. Minimum rehab time is six months, but it could be longer—a year, maybe even several years. Hell, it could be a life sentence. What you did... that attempt was classified as a fatal suicide attempt. You won’t walk away unscathed this time. So, enjoy your new life behind walls.”


“Or...” 


Alwin’s brows furrowed. “Or what?”


“Or,” Arya continued with a sly smile, “you join my club. I can vouch for your freedom because, let’s just say, I’m pretty persuasive. Your mother? Yeah, I’ve already got her eating out of my hand.”


“Tch…” Alwin turned his face away, biting back the urge to scream.


Arya’s grin widened. She stepped closer, running her fingers through Alwin’s disheveled brown hair with an almost affectionate roughness. “Think it over, Alwin. I’ll be back tomorrow.” She paused, her tone dropping to a playful whisper. “And by the way, you look pretty hot all tied up like this. I might just keep you that way if you join me.”


A crimson flush of fury painted Alwin’s pale cheeks. “You perverted bastard!”


Arya merely laughed, unfazed, turning on her heel with a casual wave over her shoulder. 


“See you tomorrow, Looney!” she called back, her laughter echoing through the sterile corridor as she disappeared from view.


Alwin watched her go, his chest heaving with a mix of anger and something he couldn’t quite place. The door clicked shut behind her, leaving him alone in the cold, clinical silence of his room.


Who the hell is this girl?


*


Exciting News: The Dating Club: Love, Lies, and Everything in Between is Going Global!

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Friday, December 13, 2024

Breaking News: The Dating Club: Love, Lies, and Everything In Between is Now on Amazon Kindle!


Hey people, how are you doing?  


As a matter of fact, I am more than excited to tell you that my book entitled: The Dating Club: Love, Lies, and Everything In Between is, as of now, available on Amazon Kindle! It really has been a great chapter in my writing career, and I am sure that I can’t pull out of it without the help and boundless endurance of all of you.  


Amazon Kindle being a platform where people can publish their books is an incredibly challenging thing to do, especially when the competition is as fierce as it is all over the globe. The passage wasn’t smooth sailing at all—I had to go through several different versions of this book, check out the finer points of the publishing process, and also to be on track with the Kindle readers’ picked quality as they typically do. I had to persist in my suggestion as well as in the plot of the The Dating Club, which was the narrative of the relationship bonanza of two youngsters loving, lying, and running a combat of narrative suspense. And now, it is here, sitting beside other books, ready to find a place on your shelf in no time.  


So, why is The Dating Club cool?  


This is not another royal myth. It is a well-preserved account that encapsulates the reality of friendship and love besides the dramatic events that can drastically change everything. The Dating Club will be your ticket to walking through the teenage years with a group of teenagers who are just trying to figure out their way through the concept of a relationship, but in reality, they are dealing with their scariest parts, and then, a series of occurred happenings that will keep you listening to the very last track. If you love the mash-up of romance and suspense with a sprinkle of thriller, then this is the book to start with.



Now Available on Amazon Kindle. Click here!


You can now access The Dating Club as an eBook on Amazon Kindle for just $3.99. If you’re a Kindle Unlimited subscriber, you can read it for free as part of your subscription. That’s right—unlimited access to the secrets, lies, and drama of The Dating Club is just a click away.  


This book is my love letter to readers who crave emotional depth, thrilling twists, and relatable characters. I wrote it for anyone who has ever felt the sting of betrayal, the sweetness of first love, or the weight of growing up in a world full of expectations.  


Why You Shouldn’t Miss This  


If you’re a fan of young adult fiction, suspenseful stories, or complex relationships, this is the book for you. Whether you’re in the mood to revisit your teenage years or simply want to get lost in a gripping narrative, The Dating Club has something for everyone.  


Don’t wait—join the club today!


Head over to Amazon Kindle, grab your copy, and be sunk in the love, lies, and everything in between. Plus, if you read it and loved it, make sure to give your review—it means everything to me!  


Here’s to the start of a new adventure, one page at a time.  


Warm regards,

Dannesya

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From Supermarket to Fake Fiancée Mafia: Now Available on Google Play Books!

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Tuesday, December 10, 2024

We are excited to let you know that Dannesya, the one behind mixed-genre romantic novels, is now up and about with her current book From Supermarket to Fake Fiancée Mafia. You will find this thrilling romantic comedy that is also spiced up by mafia intrigue only at Google Play Books!  

About the Story
What is likely to happen if a normal cashier mistakenly becomes the fiancée of a ruthless, strong mafia boss?

Mina could never have guessed that her life would turn upside down in seconds after she unintentionally dissed Leo Salvatore, the man who had a mighty reputation in both the criminal underworld and his fellow members.  
Given an unexpected twist by faith, Mina had to impersonate Leo’s fake fiancée and got involved in a treacherous game of dissimulation, power fights, and an illicit love affair. From escaping the notice of some suspicious partners to going through dressing up for dinners and mafia politics Mina is submerged in an environment in which she was way out of place.  
However, as their relationship starts to blend in with fiction, Mina starts to wonder if what they feel is real or mere dramatics. Is it just a storyline, or the attraction between them could be a genuine feeling?  



Why You’ll Love This Book
1. Unforgettable Characters: Minas' comical blunders falling and Leos' depressing and daunting nature during the collision creating such a dynamite that you will be in the line, yelling it out from the very first sentence.  
2. Comedy and Thrill Aplenty: Tune in the laughs with the snappy exchange, and impressive action packed into the plot; this story is a clever twist and keep on your nerves.  
3. A Romance to Die For: The flirtation between Mina and Leo is electric, slow-burn romance and touching scenes will have you breathless and waiting for more.  
4. A Unique Mafia Twist: This isn’t your typical mafia romance. 

From Supermarket Clerk to Fake Fiance Mafia is unique among the genre with a fun vibe and unexpected plot revelations.    

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Are you set to dive into Mina and Leo’s whirlwind adventure that they enjoyed so much with joy, danger, and passion? Get dazzled by this original story that reviewers are calling a must-read! From Supermarket Clerk to Fake Fiancée Mafia can be found on Google Play Books. 

Ambush your copy now and let the thrill start! 

Click here to grab your copy and ride the colorful rollercoaster of a romance less than ordinary. Let's talk about the topic! Give your thoughts on different media sharing your most intriguing and favorite moments with #FromSupermarketToMafia; and tag @Dannesya to tell her how much you enjoy it!

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Tuesday, December 3, 2024

Melepaskan Orang yang Dicintai: Pilihan Sulit untuk Mencintai Diri Sendiri


Dalam hidup, terkadang kita dihadapkan pada keputusan berat yang terasa menyakitkan, terutama ketika harus melepaskan orang yang pernah kita sayangi. Keputusan ini tidak memberikan rasa kebebasan atau kekuatan. Sebaliknya, ada patah hati dan kesedihan yang terus menghantui, karena kita sadar bahwa melepaskan adalah hal yang benar untuk dilakukan.


Seringkali, alasan di balik keputusan ini adalah perubahan yang terjadi pada orang tersebut. Bisa jadi dia berubah menjadi versi baru yang tidak lagi cocok berada di sisi kita. Namun, ada kalanya perubahan itu hanya membuka mata kita pada kenyataan bahwa dia selalu seperti itu, dan versi yang kita cintai hanya ada dalam imajinasi kita. 


Kenyataan pahit lainnya adalah menyadari bahwa mungkin dia tidak pernah berubah. Orang yang kita cintai sebenarnya tidak pernah ada. Kita sendiri yang menciptakan versi ideal tentang dia di kepala kita. Versi yang sempurna, penuh harapan, namun tidak pernah benar-benar nyata.


Ketika pagi datang dan kita membuka mata, kita mulai memahami bahwa ide tentang dia sudah tidak relevan. Bahkan, kehadirannya justru mengganggu kedamaian yang kita perjuangkan. Melepaskan bukanlah tanda menyerah, melainkan langkah mencintai diri sendiri. Dengan menerima bahwa orang yang kita cintai hanya sebuah ilusi, kita bisa mulai menyembuhkan luka dan melangkah ke depan.


 Mengapa Melepaskan Itu Penting?


1. Mencintai Diri Sendiri Lebih Utama  

   Terlalu lama bertahan pada ide yang tidak nyata hanya akan menguras emosi. Dengan melepaskan, kita memberi ruang untuk mencintai diri sendiri dan fokus pada kebahagiaan yang sejati.  


2. Menyadari Realita  

   Ketika kita melihat kenyataan dengan jujur, kita mulai memahami bahwa cinta tidak selalu cukup. Ada nilai-nilai yang harus selaras agar hubungan bisa berjalan sehat.  


3. Melindungi Kedamaian Batin  

   Melepaskan orang yang merusak kedamaian di kepala kita adalah langkah menuju kehidupan yang lebih baik. Kebahagiaan sejati datang ketika kita merasa damai dengan diri sendiri.  


Melepaskan orang yang dicintai bukanlah tugas mudah, tetapi sering kali itu adalah keputusan terbaik yang bisa kita buat. Pilihan ini membantu kita membangun hubungan yang lebih sehat dengan diri sendiri dan membuka jalan menuju kebahagiaan yang lebih nyata. Jangan takut untuk melepaskan dan memilih mencintai diri sendiri. Pada akhirnya, itulah bentuk cinta yang paling penting.




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Letting Go of Someone You Love: A Difficult Choice to Love Yourself  


Life often confronts us with painful decisions, and one of the hardest is letting go of someone we once deeply loved. It’s a choice that doesn’t come with a sense of freedom or empowerment. Instead, it brings heartbreak and sadness, lingering for days—or even longer—because deep down, we know it’s the right thing to do.  


Sometimes, the decision stems from changes in the other person. Perhaps they’ve become a version of themselves that is no longer good for us. But there are also moments when this change only reveals a truth we hadn’t noticed before: that they’ve always been this way, and the version we loved existed only in our minds.  


There’s an even harsher reality: maybe they never changed at all. The person we loved may have never truly existed. Instead, we shaped an idealized version of them in our minds—a version filled with hope, perfection, and everything we wanted them to be.  


One morning, as we open our eyes, we might realize that the idea of them no longer makes sense. It’s not real. Their presence, whether physical or just in our thoughts, begins to disturb the peace we are trying to cultivate. Letting go isn’t a sign of defeat but an act of self-love. It’s about choosing to move forward and accepting that the person we loved was never truly there. It’s an opportunity to heal, grow, and find a new path toward inner peace.  


 Why Letting Go Is Essential  


1. Prioritizing Self-Love  

   Clinging to an idea of someone that isn’t real drains our emotional energy. Letting go allows us to create space to love ourselves fully and focus on our own well-being.  


2. Seeing Reality Clearly  

   When we embrace the truth, we understand that love alone isn’t enough to sustain a relationship. Shared values, mutual respect, and harmony are equally crucial.  


3. Protecting Inner Peace  

   Letting go of someone who disrupts our mental peace is an act of self-preservation. True happiness begins with a calm and balanced mind.  


 How to Move Forward  


- Acknowledge the Truth  

   Accepting that the version of them you loved was a figment of your imagination is the first step toward healing.  


- Focus on Self-Healing  

   Allow yourself time to grieve the loss, but also actively work on rebuilding your sense of self. Surround yourself with supportive people, pick up hobbies you enjoy, and practice mindfulness.  


- Embrace the Lessons Learned  

   Every relationship, even painful ones, teaches us something valuable. Use those lessons to grow stronger and wiser.  


Letting go of someone you love is never easy, but it’s often the best decision you can make for your well-being. It’s not about giving up; it’s about making room for healthier connections—with others and, most importantly, with yourself. By releasing the illusion and choosing self-love, you open the door to a life filled with genuine happiness and peace.  


Remember, the most important love you’ll ever experience is the love you give yourself. Letting go is simply the beginning of that journey.


One of the most famous scenes that portrays the theme of letting go of someone you love to choose yourself is the ending of the movie La La Land (2016).  


 Scene: Mia and Sebastian’s Goodbye  

Mia (Emma Stone) and Sebastian (Ryan Gosling) share a deep love for each other, but their relationship is hindered by their different dreams and ambitions. By the end of the film, they choose to pursue their individual goals—Mia becoming a successful actress and Sebastian opening his jazz club—knowing it means they cannot stay together.  


Five years later, Mia, now married with a child, accidentally walks into Sebastian’s jazz club with her husband. As Sebastian plays the piano, a montage plays, showing an alternate reality of what could have happened if they had stayed together. However, reality proves otherwise; they chose separate paths.  


As Mia prepares to leave, she and Sebastian share one final glance. No words are exchanged, but their small, bittersweet smiles acknowledge the love they once had. They’ve accepted that, while their love was real, they were not meant to be together.  


 Meaning of the Scene  

This moment captures the painful yet profound realization that love alone is not always enough. Letting go allows both individuals to grow and pursue a life that aligns with their true selves. While the decision brings sadness, it also demonstrates the strength to prioritize personal dreams and accept reality.  


The movie delivers a powerful message: letting go is not always about losing but about creating space for a happiness that feels more authentic—even if it means taking separate roads.

Announcing the English Version of The Dating Club by Dannesya – Now Available on Shopee!

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Saturday, November 30, 2024

Are you ready to immerse yourself in a world of dark, addictive romance? Brace yourself, because the English version of The Dating Club by Dannesya has officially landed on Shopee! After captivating readers with its Indonesian release, this steamy R-18 novel is now available in an extended English edition, spanning an enthralling 160,000 words—nearly triple the length of its original Indonesian counterpart, which clocked in at 60,000 words.

This novel is more than just a book—it’s an experience. And the good news? You can now own a special collector’s edition packed with exclusive merchandise.

What’s Included in the Package:

SC Book: A beautifully printed softcover edition of The Dating Club in English.

Bookmark: A sleek and stylish bookmark to accompany your reading journey.

Note Calendar: A practical and aesthetic addition to your desk or reading nook.

The Story: Love, Loss, and Redemption

“When their lives collide, they should’ve stayed strangers. They shouldn’t have spoken.”

Alwin was a young man with dreams as vast as the ocean—until tragedy struck. His world was shattered when his entire swim team died in a devastating accident, leaving him comatose for two years. When he finally awakens, he’s no longer the golden boy everyone remembers. Haunted by loss and weighed down by guilt, Alwin struggles to rediscover himself.

Enter Arya Cempaka, a woman who has been navigating her own labyrinth of pain. Blamed for her mother’s death by her father, Arya has spent her life building walls around her heart. Cold, calculating, and fiercely independent, she’s a force to be reckoned with. But beneath her unyielding exterior lies a woman searching for control in a chaotic world.

When these two broken souls meet, they ignite something neither of them expected—a connection that is as dangerous as it is irresistible.

Arya pulls Alwin into The Dating Club, a secretive, high-stakes world where love is a business, and emotions are a currency. Hearts are rented, power is played, and nothing is as it seems.

In this game, there are no rules.

But as they push each other’s boundaries, they begin to unravel secrets about themselves—and each other—that could either heal their wounds or destroy them entirely.

What Makes The Dating Club Unforgettable?

Dark Romance: Dive into a story that explores the blurred lines between love, desire, and destruction.

Complex Characters: Alwin and Arya’s journey is raw, intense, and deeply human.

Addictive Plot: Twists, turns, and an undercurrent of danger will keep you hooked from the first page to the last.

Beautifully Written: Dannesya’s prose captures the depth of emotion and the complexity of relationships like no other.

Where to Buy

Shopee: Grab the English version exclusively at Shopee Store of AysennadPub. Click here.

Google Play Books: Prefer digital? The novel is also available for download on Google Play Books. Click here. Eng version will available soon.

Amazon Kindle: Kindle users can enjoy this gripping story directly on their devices. Will available soon.

Why This Edition Is Special

Fans of the Indonesian version will be delighted to discover that the English version is not just a translation—it’s an expanded, enriched journey into Alwin and Arya’s world. With nearly three times the content, this version dives deeper into their pasts, their emotions, and the intricate dynamics of The Dating Club.

Whether you’re revisiting the story or discovering it for the first time, this edition promises an unforgettable experience.

How to Order

Head over to Shopee now to secure your copy! With the additional goodies included in this package, it’s a collector’s item that every romance enthusiast will want to have.

Don’t wait too long—stocks are limited, and demand is high.

A Love That Burns Bright

The Dating Club is more than a romance—it’s a gripping exploration of love, redemption, and the demons we carry. With every page, Dannesya takes you deeper into a world where nothing is black and white, and where love has the power to save or destroy.

Are you ready to take the plunge?

Order your copy today and let Alwin and Arya’s story consume you. You won’t regret it.


4. The Dating Club by Dannesya

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Friday, November 22, 2024
Gani listened attentively.

"What do you think I should do, Gan?" Lyndie asked, her voice almost a whisper.

"You want my opinion?" he replied, raising an eyebrow.

"Yeah... I want to hear your thoughts. You're a lot like him. If you had someone you loved, would you treat her the way he treats me?"

Gani took a sip of water, clearing his throat thoughtfully. "Well, first of all, I haven't found someone like that yet. Right now, I’m still busy coding all night, not having to worry about anyone else. So, maybe my opinion might not fully align with your situation. But," he paused, a small smile forming, "I do have a cat at home that I really care about. Her name is Nana. Even though I’m usually lost in my coding, she always curls up on my lap and falls asleep there."

Lyndie rested her chin in her hands, listening with genuine curiosity.

"Nana never demands my attention. She just falls asleep on my lap while I pet her all night long. It might sound irrelevant since you’re a human and she's a female cat, but… if Nana ever disappeared, I would search the entire house just to find her, to bring her back to my lap and stroke her fur. And if she doesn't finish her food, I panic and rush her to the vet."

As Gani talked about Nana, Lyndie couldn't help but laugh, picturing this genius of a man frantically searching for his beloved cat just to fulfill his nightly ritual of petting her.

For a fleeting moment, she realized how lucky Nana was to have someone who genuinely cared for her with all his heart. Meanwhile, her own boyfriend never even bothered to check on her, even when she went silent for days.

"What would people think if I broke up with him?" Lyndie murmured, more to herself than to Gani. "They would probably laugh at how stupid I’ve been, wasting so much time on him... Five years…."

Whenever Lyndie tried to express her feelings, her boyfriend would dismiss her as childish. He never had time for things he deemed unimportant. Every minute, every second had to be productive, efficiently used. That was why, in five years, they had never really gone on a date.

"Lyndie," Gani said softly, his eyes meeting hers. "I think, deep down, you already know what you need to do. You’re not a fool. You’re just afraid of letting go of something that’s consumed so much of your life. You’re afraid all your effort has been for nothing. You’re scared it means you failed. But, Lyndie..." Gani’s smile was gentle, warm. "The truth is, no one really cares about your failures. Everyone is too busy with their own lives. So, it’s okay if you fail. It’s okay to admit that you’ve made a mistake by investing so much of your time. The truth is, they don’t actually care."

“The most important thing,” he continued, his gaze steady and comforting, “is how you move forward from here. Sometimes, letting go of something that no longer makes you happy is the best choice you can make for yourself. You deserve to be happy, Lyndie, and that means you deserve to make choices that align with what you truly need and want.”

Lyndie’s eyes began to well up with tears, the corners of her mouth quivering as she tried to force a smile. She lowered her gaze, attempting to hide the sadness that was so clearly reflected in her eyes.

Gani reached across the table, his touch gentle as he wiped away the tears on her cheek.

"Find the courage to do what’s right, Lynd," he said softly, his voice laced with empathy. "You deserve to be happy."

“Yeah. You’re right,” Lyndie replied, her voice shaky but filled with a newfound resolve.

Three hours had passed in what felt like the blink of an eye, and their time together was coming to an end. Lyndie always booked a three-hour session, sticking to the same routine, but this time, it felt different to Gani. There was a heaviness in the air, a feeling that this could be the last time they met.

"I’ve already transferred the payment to your virtual account," Lyndie said, holding up her phone to show the confirmation screen. "Thank you for everything."

Gani repeated her words in his mind, sensing that this might indeed be their last encounter. With a soft smile, he leaned over and kissed her on the cheek. "See you when I see you."

"See you when I see you too, Gani," Lyndie echoed, her smile small but genuine.

They stood up and walked in opposite directions, never looking back. Both of them knew, deep down, that their journey together had reached its end. And now, they were moving forward on different paths, each determined to find their own way.

*
Three days ago…

Out of nowhere, something enormous and terrifying yanked his body from the depths of an endless, consuming darkness.

It felt like the grasp of a colossal claw, an unyielding force that wrapped around him with merciless intensity.

Razor-sharp talons pierced deep into his flesh, tearing through skin and muscle as though there were no barriers between him and the most primal agony imaginable.

“Arghhh!!!”

Blood gushed out, splattering wildly, painting the space around him in rivers of vivid, grotesque red.

The pain was excruciating, flooding his entire being, searing through every nerve like molten lava. He screamed, a guttural, raw sound that seemed to erupt from the deepest pits of his soul.

What is this?

The pain was so intense, so visceral, it felt too real to be a dream. His body convulsed uncontrollably, trapped in an unending spiral of torment.

Is this hell?, Alwin wondered, even though he somehow already knew the answer in the depths of his shattered consciousness.

Perhaps there really was a hell, and he was in it now. A personal hell crafted just for him, where every second stretched into an eternity of torment, obliterating any illusion of peace he had once known.

The claws continued to rend his flesh, shredding and splitting it apart, until they reached deep into his core. Finally, they seized his heart, squeezing it with brutal force until it burst into a detonation of unbearable agony.

“Aarghh! Aarghh!” Alwin’s screams came out in weak, hoarse gasps, nearly drowned out by the cacophony of machines and lifeless noises around him. He wanted to scream louder, to release the agony inside him, but his voice was strangled, unable to pierce through the suffocating air filled with silence.

He awoke to a pain so searing it felt like his mind was being torn asunder.


Fuck… fuck…, his thoughts stuttered in a chaotic loop. I want to die… just die… it hurts so much!

To his horror, he realized a thick, invasive tube was lodged down his throat, choking off any attempt to cry out or even breathe freely.

Another tube, nasogastric, had been shoved through his nose, snaking down into his stomach to suction its contents with cold, mechanical efficiency.

The claws tormenting him turned out to be the hands of paramedics, desperately trying to restrain his convulsing, sweat-drenched body on a stretcher.

They were performing an intense resuscitation effort. Seeing their patient awaken and begin thrashing, they swiftly bound him with nylon straps, ensuring he could not escape the grip of consciousness that had been so violently restored to him.

“Oh, look who’s back with us. Tighten those restraints!” ordered a voice with chilling authority, a tone that cut through the chaos like a knife.

One of his family doctors.

“Stop fighting, Alwin. Just stay still for a moment,” the doctor said, pressing Alwin’s head down to shine a small flashlight into his dilated pupils. “Well, congratulations. You’re still alive. What’s with that look? Upset that you failed, huh?” he added with a sarcastic smirk that stung more than the sting of the needle now plunging into Alwin’s arm.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

The curses rattled like a drumbeat in Alwin’s mind. The more he struggled, the tighter the straps dug into his skin, the deeper the pain gnawed at him. But he couldn’t stop resisting.

He refused to give in.

His thoughts spun frantically, searching for a way out, any way to escape. But his options were dwindling fast, especially now that his failed attempt to end his life had only resulted in increased scrutiny.

The medical staff surrounded him, vigilant, their eyes sharp and movements quicker now that they knew how desperate he was. Alwin’s thrashing grew more frenzied, fueled by the primal instinct to flee, even if he no longer knew where to run.

The doctor, his face an infuriating mask of calm, gave another order. “Prepare a sedative. Administer 10 milligrams of diazepam.”

Author’s Note:


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